Sometimes we don't realise because we don't want to.

I'm just going to put this up briefly for record's sake.

Yesterday was a busy day, and usually that keeps my mind in a good state, but all of yesterday I felt like crying. I guess that's way I did exceptionally well for lyrical hip-hop training later that night, and after that I did feel better.

Then I stepped on a snail on the way home. And I watched it writhe under the shards of the shell. And the ants already coming round, though I suppose they were already around before that.

Yesterday, I was feeling as horrible as I did because I just recently realised how lonely I felt, and yesterday just took the cake.