Hope for the best and prepare for the worst? If you're not prepared for the best, you'll still get the worse of it.

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! GO JUNIORS!!

I guess I'll be seeing all of you for the next week as well... *sigh*

But I love all of you.

I just wish I hadn't gotten confirmation on somebody's identity... I just want to treat him like the rest of my juniors.

What the heck... he's still my junior... 学弟学妹们万岁！！！



I have done exactly what I shouldn't have done... oh wells... we'll see how things work out...

I'm very, very, very unstable. I thought emotional instability came in the teen years.

Oh well. I always was late in psychological and emotional development. Plus I'm just not normal.


Some guy is so intensely interested in manufacturing my board-game that I'm getting stressed. Not to mention I really want to try to get my business website up soon. And my community service project is starting soon. And I don't know what to do about my current job (leave ends this month, but it looks like I'll be going to work for less than a month after that... boss ain't gonna be happy). And something else I can't remember right now because I'm having a nervous breakdown.

Oh yes. School play.

Waaahhhhhhhhh... IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A FREAKIN' HOLIDAY!!! WHERE IS MY HOLIDAY??? I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!


I luuuuuuuurrve that new white top. I just hope the stains aren't permanent.

Two new blazers!! Each at $9.90!! Beat that!!

I told you I was suffering from emotional instability.

Plans never go according to plan. It's just the law of nature.

Alright. Mission Port Dickson is officially aborted. In its place? Clubbing plans.

Oh, jimminy.

On Saturday I was mysteriously summoned to help out back in alma mater. By the current president of the Chinese Cultural Society.

It seems as though my phone number is being passed down the generations.

Thank goodness I went back though... the blocking of the play was an accident waiting to happen.

The main character looks kind of familiar though... either he's one of them famous local child stars, or my head is officially screwed by uni.

Assuming my head has screws.

I got more pendents! And a ring! And a new top! Somebody is a very very very very bad influence on me.

Flirt flirt flirt. I'll need a steady soon. I'm becoming very unstable. And it's supposed to be summer holidays now.

My, my... I'm getting desperate. That IS a surprise.

Bio-clock ticking, me guesses. Tick tock tick tock.

After the changes brought about in the last few centuaries, I'm surprised the evolution of humans does not yet include reseting the bio-clock to ring in later years.

How much strength does it take to stand up when the world is crushing you?

It takes great courage to stand up to your enemies, but more courage still to stand up to your friends (no prizes guessing where this came from).

I thought I was going to fail this trial for sure, but it looks like I might pass. Now here's the question:

Can I pass this trial without compromising on what I treasure, all that I deem important to me? Or will I have to live yet another long segment of my life, seeing faces that I love to see, wearing the expressions that I fear to see, that say I am not what they want to see?

Thing is, We have a pact... He and I, we have a pact. He's always kept His end, no matter how many times I've broken my end. His only condition: try. Not even "Do". Just "Try".

How many more times am I going to break my word?

And I'm not even sure I can pass this trial.

Strange how we never learn to live until we die.

It's Tuesday, I've just finished Econs exam yesterday night, which was pretty much gone, no exams today, FA tomorrow and Biz Law on Thursday, both morning, I woke up late today, made myself some fried rice, which tasted nice, I'm such a genius, even though I used way too many and too much condiments, and I had that for lunch about two o'clock, while I was watching collateral on tv, so about three I finally started on the newspapers with cold green-wheat drink on the side, I realised I couldn't quite get to the exam papers while they were still on my laptop screen, so I'm printing them all out now, and I'll crunch down on them soon, and maybe later I'll wash it down with the given solutions, then if I have time, which I doubt, I'll go chew on some biz law cases, perhaps mull over the vitiating factors, oh by the way, last night I cooked up another excel sheet with buttons, really retarded but am so proud of it... oh yeah, some of you haven't seen the first one yet... it's really cool, remind me to feed them both to you... kind of stupid of me to do such things though, coz I still have two more papers in front of me that I have to gorge on...



WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS???? WHY AM I STILL HERE???? WORKWORKWORKWORKWORK
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MAGIC WOK!!!!!


[My apologies, we're bringing this one for her usual psychiatric therapy now... She's late today, and we had trouble finding her... I'm sorry that you had to go through all that, I truly am... If you'd like, here's my calling card... just in case... Come now, dearie, you're late for your appointment with the doctor...]

If you lose your arm, use your feet; if you break your leg, carve a cane; if you lose your limbs, it's okay as long as you don't lose your head.

It feels as if hell's over.

I reeeeaaally wish it were.

Tasks:

1. Meet MOE officer with game tomorrow
2. Finalize FA stuff
3. Study for Econs, FA and Biz law
4. Work out details and send in details for and get approval from school regarding personal CIP
5. Negotiating with Mummy dear about - and hopefully make plans for - LTB Port Dickson trip (or maybe Batam)
6. ... oh yes, and hopefully find a better paying job that I can still manage.

Now that I don't have to go to school on a regular basis, and all my presentations are done, there's a huge temptation to just shut down, which is why I'm here now... but the moment I stop writing, I'll have to start preparing stuff for tomorrow... and trust me, I've got a lot to prepare.

On one hand, I want any excuse to keep on writing... on the other hand, I know I'm screwed if I don't do something soon.

My, my... soon I'll be all ready for the corporate world.

Shall I change my second major from marketing to communications? Both sound like my thing, but there's lots of competition in marketing... and yet, it might be more useful for me? Communications will be easy for me I think, but how much credibility will it give me? Still, I already have Quantitative Finance as first major anyway... The original notion was to do QF and Law, coz it'll look damn good on the resume, but we all know that's not my thing. So no.

Dilemma and decisions.

My, my... I'm sounding like me again!! At least, I'm not sounding very sappy...

Feeling crappy though. Crappy yet proud. And yet still crappy.

Bought myself two more Deathnote comics. Can probably resist looking at them for two weeks, but do I really want to? Temptation is deeply buried nowadays. Doesn't mean it isn't there.

I. Really. Don't. Want. To. Stop. Blogging. Now.

Looking. For. ANY. Excuse. To. Keep. Going.

But. Running. Out. Of. Them.

Unless I talk about more scandalous stuff, like my new obsession and my afore mentioned LTB trip.

But I think you lot have had enough of my obsessions. And details of the LTB trip will be kept completely under wraps for now. Mainly coz we don't exactly have details yet.

In case any of you were wondering, by the way... yes, I'm the original writer of this blog. Yes, I've been swearing. Yes, I've learnt how to swear. Bloody hell.

Thank my school.

No, I haven't learnt to drink. Hoping I won't anytime soon, although I highly doubt.